Have you ever felt like the worst person in the world? Like you ruin everything, including the lives of the people around you? What am I doing? I feel like I do not want to be around my family. I mess up everything for them. I get them angry, I make them argue, and make them mad at myself. In some ways, I don't understand what I did wrong, but in others, I do. My family and I have too many problems, they now affect our everyday lives. There is always anger surrounding us. How do I fix what I helped create? Is it too late to fix our issues? Even if I want to fix our problems, does that mean my family will want to fix them as well? Even if I tried, I don't think that peace between us would last. I just want things to be better than they are now. I want to stop the tears and screaming, but I just don't know how.