Have you ever lost yourself? Have you forgotten who you were? What you cared about? And who you wanted to be? I forgot those things. Each of those elements made up who I was. Before I was creative, happy, and enthusiastic. I wanted to do big things and never give up. When did I change. Who have I become? Now, I feel sad, don't have motivation, and feel lost and lonely. I have family, friends, and skills, but they don't feel important. I have never thought of myself to be depressed, I, who always used to be so happy, never thought there would be a day when I would be extremely sad. What do I do? How can I go back to being who I was. That time was not far away. Why does it seem to be so long gone? I want to be happy again. I want to be creative, enthusiastic, and spirited! I just don't know how to get there. I have not and will not give up. That future is in my reach. No matter how long it takes, a happy future is one I want to see.