What is it? Is it the weather? Is it the people around me? Or is it me? What is setting off this depressing aura? In the end, I'm sure it is myself, but how did I get to be this way? Nothing feels right anymore. What can I do. What I think I need to do is change the way I do things. I don't want things to be this way. I need to start fresh. I will clear my head, clean my work are, I will take new perspectives. This feeling of sadness, or feeling of nothing needs to go away. Being sad and depressed is not who I am. I was never this lonely person. I will not stay this way. I will fix things. It may take time, but I'm not giving up.